Showing posts with label bipolar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bipolar. Show all posts

Friday, 19 December 2025

Some are like that...

Bad Girl (Tamil, 2025)
Written & Directed: Varsha Bharath 

https://www.thehindu.com/entertainment/movies/vetri-maaran-anurag
-kashyap-bad-girl-teaser-mohan-g-brahmin-protagonist/article69149508.ece

The feminists often complain that they are living in a toxic world filled with archaic rules dictated by a patriarchal society. They frequently quote excerpts from ancient Indian scriptures, such as the Manu Smriti, to support their argument. Spiritual masters, on the other hand, defend the ancient text, saying it has been taken out of context. 

Nevertheless, the effort to rectify the ancestors' wrongs never ceased. The aggressive struggle by these warriors may have just shifted the balance. Instead of finding the right place within the gender dynamics, they may have gone too far. They forget that both genders are biologically designed differently to perform different roles. 

This realisation must have dawned on the protagonist by the end of the film. Ramya begins as a teenager in a strict Brahmin family, deeply immersed in traditional beliefs, such as not entering the kitchen during menstruation and adhering to the family's hierarchical order. She feels suffocated because her school is similarly rigid. The private school maintains strict discipline, and to make matters worse, her mother also teaches there. 

Unable to cope with her challenges at school, such as being caught in close proximity with a boy and failing miserably in her exams, Ramya's parents decide to send her to a boarding school. Things go awry without parental supervision. She goes rogue, befriending seniors, smoking, drinking, and engaging in casual sex. 

A quick look at her behaviour might suggest that Ramya is showing all the obvious signs of a typical Gen-Z, or it could be something more alarming, like bipolar disorder. She believes she is the centre of the universe, is hedonistic, and has tangled priorities. The recurring theme is a desire for validation and immediate gratification. Ramya also connects better with animals than with humans. A pet means more to her than her own parents. Of course, these are merely distractions from the main issue. 

The years dragged by. After many failed relationships, fleeting jobs, changing circles of friends, and a strained relationship with her family, Ramya is in her mid-thirties. She realises her peers have settled into life and have a clear path to follow, while she is still moving forward, with no permanent place to stay and no one to return to each night. 

She believes there could be value in following the path most commonly taken by those who came before us. 

P.S. Upon the release of its trailer, the producer and director received plenty of brickbats for depicting underage drinking, portraying the Brahmins negatively, and for vulgarity. Protests were taken to court, and vulgarities were bleeped. Still, this reflects reality. In every community and society, some outliers follow the least conventional path. It suits them just fine. The moral guardians prefer to whitewash society, suggesting that everyone follows a single, paved path
div style="text-align: center;">

Saturday, 6 March 2021

The problem of information overload!

Crime Scene: The Vanishing at Cecil Hotel (S1 E1-4; 2021)
Netflix Docu-series.

This case shows how information in the wrong hands can create a lot of unnecessary tension and can sometimes be potentially dangerous. With the ease of access to an ocean of information literally at their fingertips, everyone goes around with a halo thinking that they are better than the professionals who spent half their lifetime learning and doing the things they are trained to do.

In 2013, a 22-year-old Canadian girl, Elisa Lam, goes missing in Los Angeles (LA), where she went for a short holiday all by herself. The police were alerted when the girl failed to call home daily as promised. Three days into the investigation but the police were at a dead end. They knew she stayed in Cecil Hotel, and the hotel had a CCTV recording of her acting bizarrely as she was entering a lift. Even the sniffer dog could not locate her. All investigations revealed was that she had a personal blog on Tumblr, where she poured all her inner feeling. Her parents and sister revealed that Elisa suffered from bipolar disease.

At this stage, the police decided to release the CCTV footage to the public to obtain more about the missing person. That started an avalanche of input from internet sleuths from the world over. Many self-appointed armchair investigators and You-tubers spent many many man-hours scrutinising and dissecting the recording with a fine toothcomb coming up with many theories; some were quite outrageous. A group of them accused the hotel staff of tampering with the CCTV tape as the video flow was not smooth and the time recordings were smudged. There was the insinuation of the hotel covering up for its personnel, and police corruption was mentioned. At the time of Elisa Lam's disappearance, there was a tuberculosis outbreak among the homeless community in Skid Row in LA, where Cecil Hotel was located. Healthcare workers were doing random testing on potential victims using a kit named LAM-ELISA. This sparked a conspiracy theory that somewhat Elisa Lam was a biological weapon in a secret governmental project!


Cecil Hotel had indeed seen better times. Built during the heady times of the swinging 20s, it fell into hard times after the Great Depression and never really recovered. It drew in seedy characters and was the venue for murders, drugs, prostitution and many more. It housed vagabonds and serial killers. Against this background, that part of LA, known as Skid Row, became the USA's poorest part, probably the world. Because of its location and local housing rules, Cecil Hotel developed part of the building to house in the society's disadvantaged segment. It was the same building but with clear demarcations except for the elevators. Hence, there is a certain level of interaction of the hotel guests with the hapless long-staying renters.

Another idea floated around was that Elisa was on recreational drugs, hence, the abnormal gestures seen in the lift footage.

About 19 days after her disappearance, hotel guests complained of plumbing issues. The janitor who inspected the water tanks found Elisa's body in one of four water tanks, naked and decomposed. The police, in their press statement, in narrating the find, described how the janitor had to open the hatch to discover Elisa. (It was later corrected).

The coroners' report classified the cause of death as indeterminate awaiting toxicological findings. As the authorities dragged on with the final report, the internet sleuths became more restless. There was a lot of yoyoing between suicide and homicide. It was Youtubers from the four corners of the world who wanted to have their say. The whole scenario mirrored that of the Korean paranormal blockbuster 'Dark Water'.

Around that time, a Death Punk artiste named Morbid (aka Pablo Vergara) stayed at the hotel. As his song describes death and murders, some eerily similar to Lam's death, the social media vilified him as the possible murderer. He took it so badly that he developed suicidal thoughts and had to be institutionalised.

Elisa Lam
The coroner's office finally issued the cause of death as accidental drowning with bipolar disorder as a precipitating factor. Her psychiatric drugs levels were almost non-existent, indicating that she had not been compliant with her treatment. Elisa had had another similar a couple of years previously.

This unfortunate case shows how a simple, straight-forward tragedy with a simple explanation ends up with various other equally compelling arguments. There is no such thing as beyond reasonable doubt. The element of suspicion can be conjectured by creative minds to escape conviction. There must have been so many wrongful convictions based on compelling circumstantial evidence aided by our tunnel visions and laissez-faire attitude of people commissioned to perform specific tasks. It must be the cruel twist of fate that made the innocent pay time for crimes they did not commit. Some call it the misalignment of his stars; others call it paying dues of past karma.

Sometimes unrelated events change the course of the trial and subsequent fate of the accused. I think the shut hatch of the water tank can be explained like this. I guess the opened hatch must have been noticed by the hotel workers who frequently hung out at the roof. They must have inspected the tank and did not find anything as Elisa could have had submerged. He must have shut it thinking that it was an oversight by the plumber. How one action can change the narrative?

Various shades of grey?